Love your babies!
So Saturday morning I woke up crying, I mean ugly crying. I had the worst nightmare ever. It was like I was living someone else’s life (or a scene in a movie). It felt like my heart was ripped from my chest. I cried for like 10 minutes. Have you ever experienced this? The emotional pain was so intense, I cannot describe it. I just prayed for everyone I know and everyone I do not know. When I get feelings like this, I pray extra hard and ask for the best possible outcome. Those feelings I feel from time to time are extremely scary. If you got those types of feelings, would it freak you out?
I do not know why or who this message is for but love your babies. I am a compassionate person and do not like to hear bad things happening to anyone. When I hear of something happening to a child it really breaks my heart into pieces. Children are the most precious gifts God has given you. I know they may push your buttons or they may not do things exactly as we want them to. They may not live up to what you as the parent envisioned for their future. They are individuals too, and you will not always see eye to eye. However, do not hold on to the negativity. Love them, guide them, answer them, never neglect them, understand them, trust them, and believe in them. Did I say love them? The purest love is that between a parent and a child.
It took me some time to write this post because I had to process those feelings. I cannot dwell in what could happen or keep my children with me every minute of the day. Can I keep them in the house at all times? Absolutely not! Although this is a cruel crazy world, unfortunately I cannot lock my babies away. I will enjoy every second I have with my children. I will be there for them whenever they need me. I will be honest when they have questions. I will laugh at their jokes. I will play with them on a regular basis. I will love and protect my babies!